FoRgiveness ....

I Was so in shocked!
but when  i open my eyes,it really happened.in reality,i faced that. i read that.
when i was on dat time. nothing left.
excpt the hatred . that time,no more love . totally embarrassed. who knows ?no love. no attention. no like. no admire. i don care at all.from now,i swear to my god, nothing left ,except my full hatred in my heart. i swear, nothing left. i hate damn much .so hate.
tp bila sy fikir ,bdosa nye sy sbb bgitu membenci .bnyk dosa jtuh kat sy .dosanya sy memutuskn silaturrahim. tp sumpah, sy benci ! bkn benci kpdnya, tp benci dgn kata2nya.
everytime d thing flashed in my head ,my hands will shivering...i really hate u!i donnow wat to say. but im really sory for wat i have done .. if u know d truth! now, everthing chnge. i really hate to see ur act,ur face n many more bout ue..once again , sorry.!